Oh well... Hello there. 20th of February 2013. two-thousand-thirteen. Already? Time flies by at such a speed. What am I going to talk about tonight. I've got so many things on my mind, yet it feels like I have nothing to say. Thoughts, ideas, complaints, questions, all sort of things, yet I do not know how to put it in words. Or if it's even worth it putting them into words. But sigh, let us try.
There are times in life where out of the void, I feel empty. I feel wounded without ever being hit or struck. I feel left behind, although nobody ever left. It feels like there's something missing. That the world has gone by and I'm still stuck here. I do not know which emotions should be expressed. What is right and what is wrong. Everything goes nuts. Dear reader, don't you feel like that at some point too?
Let's face the bloody reality : every day is not always meant to be full of rainbows and butterflies. But how can we deal with that? How can we go through days of thunder and rain? Where can we find this small little spot of sunshine amidst a huge gigantic heavy storm?
Argh, never mind. I know this doesn't make sense at all. Like really not. But bugger it, do emotions have to make sense?
Love,
J. Powers
